How we cite our quotes: (Chapter.Paragraph)
Quote #1
But we knew we had no choice, we had to make it across the clearing because, as young boys, the risk of staying in town was greater for us than trying to escape. Young boys were immediately recruited, and the initials RUF were carved wherever it pleased the rebels, with a hot bayonet. This not only meant that you were scarred for life but that you could never escape from them, because escaping with the carving of the rebels' initials was asking for death, as soldiers would kill you without any questions and militant civilians would do the same. (3.12)
Ishmael decides to try to risk a dangerous flight rather than be captured by the RUF fighters and be forced to join the army. Possible death or possible killing. Those are two pretty terrible choices.
Quote #2
After all the trouble and risk we undertook to get the money, it became useless. We would have been less hungry if we had stayed at the village instead of walking the miles to Mattru Jong and back. I wanted to blame someone for this particular predicament, but there was no one to be blamed. We had made a logical decision and it had come to this. It was a typical aspect of being in the war. Things changed rapidly in a matter of seconds and no one had any control over anything. We had yet to learn these things and implement survival tactics, which was what it came down to. That night we were so hungry that we stole people's food while they slept. It was the only way to get through the night. (4.6)
This was one of the first situations where Ishmael is forced to choose something—stealing—that would previously have been unimaginable to him. It's one of our first illustrations of what the war is doing to him.
Quote #3
"You left Mattru Jong because you don't like us." He put his gun on the old man's forehead and continued. "You left because you are against our cause as freedom fighters. Right?"
The old man closed his eyes tightly and began to sob.
What cause? I thought. I used the only freedom that I had then, my thought. (5.12-14)
Thinking a subversive thought is the last bit of free will Ishmael has left.