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Quote #4
You throw everything—sadness and rage and the past and the abject unspeakable loneliness—behind the hand as you throw. (936)
Perhaps a punching bag would have been a better idea than the guy's face? But at least Will understands that his emotions are complicated, and that behind rage is sadness and loneliness, not just anger.
Quote #5
They must be so relieved. What must they have been thinking you were going to do? (945)
Will is referring to the fact that he hasn't done himself in, and how that might make everyone happy. Perhaps it is Will who is relieved that he hasn't tried to do something stupid, though…
Quote #6
You don't want to take the pills […] for a while anyway you don't. But without them there are problems. Pain is a problem. (1051)
Some people equate taking medication with weakness, and think of it as giving up. But isn't suicide a far worse solution to psychological pain? Perhaps Will understands this, too, at this point.