How we cite our quotes: (Chapter.Paragraph)
Quote #4
(1.416)
The fourth panel of the sequence in which David's grandmother scalds his hands is perhaps the most frightening of all—you can see both a scowl and a smile on her face in her reflection in the bathroom mirror. This is David's first experience—at least the first one he shows us—of someone experiencing pleasure while inflicting pain.
Quote #5
On the one hand, I felt the fear, humiliation and pain…while on the other, for reasons I could not quite understand […] I felt that she was justified […] and that I deserved everything I had gotten. (1.262-265)
David's thoughts after his grandmother burns him are the first time we see him internalize other people's dissatisfaction with him. When people tell you all the time that you're stupid/worthless/annoying, it's hard not to start to tell yourself those things, even if they're not true.